BECAUSE OF ME ~

Today me find miie kai gor come den he find his fren come oso la ~ den today morning i wait him come la after tat they come ~ den actually is nt a veli big case .. but juz bcoz of miie imagination make miie kai gor n his fren malu infront of GABriel i'm so soli frENz i knw is miie bad ~ to GABRIEL &EUGENE &FOo : i knw is miie bad , so soli i hope u all cn forgive me plzZ ... soli miie bad ~ after tat miie FREN de sis come jor n keep saying tat y we dun wan fight juz nw ~ deN they oso try to understand me bcoz i come here juz wan to study .... nt finding trouble ..... so they all juz call me do a police report ... den gt anything den the police will do thing ma ~but i wont do tat bcoz i dun wan them to missunderstand me ~plz forgive me~so soli ~nw ntg happen anymore ~ me nw juz wn to study ~

soli all the ppl today ~ in old town de ~ forgive miie foolish ~

BOring~

TOday i didnt go skool o ~ go work ..... haha today i earn money edi ~ ^^ happy ~ sunday go gai gai wit miie HK FREN n miie outside de fREN ~ ^^ happy ~ haix ~ nw me still in office using office de PC n blogging ~ coz ntg to do jor ltr 8 onli cn go bak but nvm la ~ me saturday oso didnt work ~ so today juz work for tat day onli ` tis saturday go miie cousin sis de HS for celebrate her son 1year old B'day ^^ so cut3 lo tat baby ~ dak yi dou ~ >.<>

    fuking boring nw la ~ ltr dunno go whr n eat ~ i ask miie kai gor whr we wan go eat he say go pavilion or star hill ~ @__@ i boh lui la ~ poor like hell nw still go star hill  but finally i say ok we go la ~ so decide go pavilion ltr haha no nid wait until 8 onli go bak 7 den go jor XD go pavilion gai gai ~ den onli go star hill ~ >.<>

     aikSS ~ ntg to wirte jor but bill gt alot nid to type n write ~ >.<>

i will let u gO ~

ye3 last time i keep nt letting u go ~ bcoz tat time in tis skool i reli dun hav any real trusted fren ~ but it's too unfair for u ~ u nt happy in tis skool but i still wan to keep u here ~ i so self fish ~ i nt suit u B ur true FREN ~ but u always tell me tat nt miie problem ~ keep scolding me y i think so much ~ i oso dunno geh lo ~ me oso blur blur de lo ~ i oso dunno y i keep thinking so much~ actually the thing is easy ~ but i keep making those thing which is easy to harD ` so stupid i 'm ` like ppl always say ~ gt easy dun wan to do ~ wan to do some hard thing ~ today i wit ye3 go find tat gab we walk the whole pandan indah n find him ~ we cnt find him ~ but veli funny lo .. he n his mum suddenly infront of us when ye3 wan go bak home ....den ye3 say dun wan so early go bak ~ DEN we wait lo wait until 3 jor den me take ye3 to take taksi after tat i go bak to A block to looking pastor n T heidi ~ DEN i ask T heidi u wan to c  miie mum or nt ~ coz she today is free no nid to wait other time ~ so she say ok lo~ in btw tat shereen bro talk wit pastor ~ i juz listEN some ~ tat chris keep helping her sis ~ so stupid lo ~ today in skool tat shereeN juz ntg to do DEN find thing to do  . morning giv T heidi ERica such a innocent gal ~ treat her like true frEN but dunno y she dun wan to cherish it ~ juz treat erica is her tool ~ wan go out juz call her help ~ n say call ur ah ma tell miie mum say i nid u to be miie model ..... n wad wad wad la ~ i oso dun wan say so much ~ the main is she keep blaming tat ERIca tis innocent gal ~ haiXx ` after tat miie mum come edi ~ i go down n meet her wan to take her go up to c T heidi ~ early we meet pastor is ok ~ but dunno Y when i meet T heidi ~ DEN miie mood all chg ~ b4 tat ntg but in the half ~ miie mood suddenly chg ~ i bcum veli easy to angry ~ n i keep banging the wall until miie  hand ~ hurt ~ T__T in tat time i reli hope ye3 bside me ~ bcoz she always make me laf geh`  ~ XD hehe ~ but the most ppl tat i wan to b miie side is ruth lyn ~ but tis will onli b in miie dream ~ haix ~ no wonder la ~ T heidi keep scolding me dun juz keep ur self inside ur dream ~ 1stly i reli dunno i keep miie self in miie dream n in miie heart ~ after i say wad i wan ~ den i feel veli relax ~ go bak home ~ juz like normal wan to slip ~ haha ~ like ye3 jor bcum PIG jor XD let her c dou i giv her n XIIAO YING chop me to 18 ar XD haha ~ hehe ~ today ZHI QING goin in to hospital worry her ~ coz operation tis kind of thing veli dangerous de ma ~ haix ~ hope she ntg la ~  

    n i oso hope ERICA will ntg ~ even last time she keep zhek me ~ but she still a good FREN for me ~ n tat sherEen even i hate her but i still treat her like miie FREN  hope her thing will settle ...... n tat kar yan n get expel jor ~ but she still study at home la ~ haix ~ dunno la ~ juz feel like when i come to tis skool many ppl chg jor ~ chg other skool la ~ & other thing la ~ haix ~ juz hope all miie FREN ntg la ~ juz wan all miie FREN always bside me ~ juz like miie parent ~ @.@ hehe ~ 

i will let u gO ~

sad & happy ~

today i hav miie own happy n miie own sad thing ~ today happy de thing is miie FREN erica she finally wake up ~ she nt sad anymore ~ i c dou her like tat i oso happy ~ we chat juz nw, we chat alot of thing we keep laughing ~ laugh laugh so happy ~ ^^ we plan tml we go BLACK & WHITE let ah ye3 GAP tat cuti3 boii~ haha ~ she hor ~ sometime veli 3 8 de lo ~ but tis is ye3 ma ~ like tat onli suit her ~ XD
after tat erica say she wan to slip den we stop chatting le ~ after tat john msn me ~ tell me he hw to make ivaN shame infront of ppl ~ starting veli happy ~ but after tat john tell me call me stop smoking ~ DEN i say i will de coz **** she dislike so i oso wont smoke anymore ~ but i dunno tat ruth beside him ~ i was shock ~ DEN **** tell john DEN john tell me tat **** say she will nt come near to me ~ she will nt come closer to me ~ after i lisTEN it ~ i was sad ~ i almost wan to cry ~ miie feeling on tat time is so hurt ~ i cnt control miie self ~ but i didnt cry ~ i tell miie self dun cry dun cry ~ she will hate it ~ ~

actually y i so stupid ~ y tat time i wna to ask her ~ u wan break izzit ~ y i so stupid ~
i was regret tat y i say tis word ~ but nw regret oso no use ~ EDI over ~ wad i wan it bak ~ edi too late ~ y tat time i nt cherish tat chance ~


i so hate miie self ~ i hate miie self ~ DAVID chong should nt survive in tis world