i will let u gO ~

ye3 last time i keep nt letting u go ~ bcoz tat time in tis skool i reli dun hav any real trusted fren ~ but it's too unfair for u ~ u nt happy in tis skool but i still wan to keep u here ~ i so self fish ~ i nt suit u B ur true FREN ~ but u always tell me tat nt miie problem ~ keep scolding me y i think so much ~ i oso dunno geh lo ~ me oso blur blur de lo ~ i oso dunno y i keep thinking so much~ actually the thing is easy ~ but i keep making those thing which is easy to harD ` so stupid i 'm ` like ppl always say ~ gt easy dun wan to do ~ wan to do some hard thing ~ today i wit ye3 go find tat gab we walk the whole pandan indah n find him ~ we cnt find him ~ but veli funny lo .. he n his mum suddenly infront of us when ye3 wan go bak home ....den ye3 say dun wan so early go bak ~ DEN we wait lo wait until 3 jor den me take ye3 to take taksi after tat i go bak to A block to looking pastor n T heidi ~ DEN i ask T heidi u wan to c  miie mum or nt ~ coz she today is free no nid to wait other time ~ so she say ok lo~ in btw tat shereen bro talk wit pastor ~ i juz listEN some ~ tat chris keep helping her sis ~ so stupid lo ~ today in skool tat shereeN juz ntg to do DEN find thing to do  . morning giv T heidi ERica such a innocent gal ~ treat her like true frEN but dunno y she dun wan to cherish it ~ juz treat erica is her tool ~ wan go out juz call her help ~ n say call ur ah ma tell miie mum say i nid u to be miie model ..... n wad wad wad la ~ i oso dun wan say so much ~ the main is she keep blaming tat ERIca tis innocent gal ~ haiXx ` after tat miie mum come edi ~ i go down n meet her wan to take her go up to c T heidi ~ early we meet pastor is ok ~ but dunno Y when i meet T heidi ~ DEN miie mood all chg ~ b4 tat ntg but in the half ~ miie mood suddenly chg ~ i bcum veli easy to angry ~ n i keep banging the wall until miie  hand ~ hurt ~ T__T in tat time i reli hope ye3 bside me ~ bcoz she always make me laf geh`  ~ XD hehe ~ but the most ppl tat i wan to b miie side is ruth lyn ~ but tis will onli b in miie dream ~ haix ~ no wonder la ~ T heidi keep scolding me dun juz keep ur self inside ur dream ~ 1stly i reli dunno i keep miie self in miie dream n in miie heart ~ after i say wad i wan ~ den i feel veli relax ~ go bak home ~ juz like normal wan to slip ~ haha ~ like ye3 jor bcum PIG jor XD let her c dou i giv her n XIIAO YING chop me to 18 ar XD haha ~ hehe ~ today ZHI QING goin in to hospital worry her ~ coz operation tis kind of thing veli dangerous de ma ~ haix ~ hope she ntg la ~  

    n i oso hope ERICA will ntg ~ even last time she keep zhek me ~ but she still a good FREN for me ~ n tat sherEen even i hate her but i still treat her like miie FREN  hope her thing will settle ...... n tat kar yan n get expel jor ~ but she still study at home la ~ haix ~ dunno la ~ juz feel like when i come to tis skool many ppl chg jor ~ chg other skool la ~ & other thing la ~ haix ~ juz hope all miie FREN ntg la ~ juz wan all miie FREN always bside me ~ juz like miie parent ~ @.@ hehe ~