sad & happy ~

today i hav miie own happy n miie own sad thing ~ today happy de thing is miie FREN erica she finally wake up ~ she nt sad anymore ~ i c dou her like tat i oso happy ~ we chat juz nw, we chat alot of thing we keep laughing ~ laugh laugh so happy ~ ^^ we plan tml we go BLACK & WHITE let ah ye3 GAP tat cuti3 boii~ haha ~ she hor ~ sometime veli 3 8 de lo ~ but tis is ye3 ma ~ like tat onli suit her ~ XD
after tat erica say she wan to slip den we stop chatting le ~ after tat john msn me ~ tell me he hw to make ivaN shame infront of ppl ~ starting veli happy ~ but after tat john tell me call me stop smoking ~ DEN i say i will de coz **** she dislike so i oso wont smoke anymore ~ but i dunno tat ruth beside him ~ i was shock ~ DEN **** tell john DEN john tell me tat **** say she will nt come near to me ~ she will nt come closer to me ~ after i lisTEN it ~ i was sad ~ i almost wan to cry ~ miie feeling on tat time is so hurt ~ i cnt control miie self ~ but i didnt cry ~ i tell miie self dun cry dun cry ~ she will hate it ~ ~

actually y i so stupid ~ y tat time i wna to ask her ~ u wan break izzit ~ y i so stupid ~
i was regret tat y i say tis word ~ but nw regret oso no use ~ EDI over ~ wad i wan it bak ~ edi too late ~ y tat time i nt cherish tat chance ~


i so hate miie self ~ i hate miie self ~ DAVID chong should nt survive in tis world